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-->> // . Blahh . . . so get this now i know Nate reads my journal so i gotta make another one haha j.k anywho um now its up to $9 haha but its all good . . . . . haha Nate Cares About Me awww he said so hehe you kno he totally looes me at times cause yea he'll say something which i totally dont understand . . . . . like when i was chewing on my scooby doo key chain while on cam he was sayin something and im like wha? haha he partied last night * PIECES OF ME - Ashlee Simpson * so you know hes gonna be hung over ( * ---- * = the song im listenin to ). Nates a drunk haha lol he got mad cause i stated that in my journal hes a drunk and a unsafe driver * KRYPTONITE - 3 Doors Down * . . . .you know whats werid when i was younger people used to say ohhh theres someone for everyone out there in the world and that you just gotta wait and see and look for him . . . i used to be like aint no such thing as in a soul mate blah blah i used to think BTA was my soul mate till i finally saw that he was a fucking asshole and i learned never to give my heart away unless im positive i want to be with that person and they feel the same cause theres too much other shit going that i dont need another heart ache . . . . . grr i cant wait till Nate comes home cause its not fare all my girls * MY PREROGATIVE - Britney Spears * get to see their guys and hold and boink them lol im tryin to be serious but its makin me laugh which totally sucks cause i joke around so much cause im soo scared of gettin hurt just ask Nate im forever teasing him cause he said he cares about me and about the ring thing haha but its my way of showing i care? i think lol i dont kno but omg The person who called me this morning even after you told me you were gonna call um IM SOOOO VERY SORRY I FELL ASLEEP IM SORRY PLEASE FORGIVE ME i feel like a asshole i just want to crawl into a hole and never come back out im sooooo sorrry!!! you know who u r . . . . .I gotta go to my Dads tonite to pick up something gr i hate asking him for stuff . . . . . but i gotta do what i gotta do * FLY - Hilary Duff <3 <3 <3 * to get by you know but its all good cause i know i need help and i know that i cant do all this on my own . . . haha Nate 6 offspring wanna know the names? haha iight ima start off member the 1st son is gonna be named after you : haha im embarassed =\ im starting off 3 boys 3 girls
- Nathan Albert
- Chad Michael ( cause hes oh so yummy )
- William Walter ( after my father <3 )
- Ashlee Anne
- Kylie Anne
- Casey Marie
yupp thats it lol watch Nates gonna have something to say about all the names except the first one of course haha . . . . . hes lucky he even gets 2 outta me hahah j.k * BACK 2 GOOD - MatchBox Twenty * nah ya know whats the best part about Nate ( as i start to blush ) he dont really care about the past hes always suggestin stuff for the future which is omg such the sigh of relief that i needed i hate talking about my past but to him he dont judge ( on a good day ) he wants to know me not everyone around me . . . . .and he looks good in a army uniform . . . .oh so yummy better then Chad Michael Murry on a good day . . . . lol Nates my *private soldier* if u catch my drift hahahahahaha iight ima go now but yea Nate :
i care about ya . . . ;) . \\ <<--
-->> // . Kimmi ~n~ Nate . 9/11/04 . \\ <<--