May 29, 2006 02:22
Sometimes I feel that I've been slipping away from myself and it's frightening how easily I can nudge into a groove of being boring. Days will pass and I dont accomplish anything or add to my general knowledge. I never had days like these as a kid and adolescent but I feel that it is the epic battle of entering adulthood to hold onto the very things that made you interesting and who you are as a person. So DAMN IT, I refuse to become complacent with mediocrity and the mundane. I want to learn languages, cultures, ideas, and words I never knew before, experience life, and build my own opinion of it all. And do it all with the charm and smile that when you get it, you know why I'm mysterious but popular.
I've blown more days than I care to admit but I'll get them back in spades.