some people are so clueless
someone i know is really hurting now, more than anyone will ever know and i know just a glance of whats going on in his head, maybe not even that. i want to help, i want to help more than anything right now but he thinks that he annoys, bugs, and irritates me..i dont understand why, he must not know how much he really means to me because i dont know how to show it or how to say it. maybe one day ill be able to tell him how much he really means to me, because i know i mean tons to him. i just dont want to hurt him, EVER, i never want to hurt him, hes been hurt too many times. i guess we dont want to hurt eachother because both of us have been hurt so much in the past by other people and other peoples broken promises...i just dont want to promise anything that i cant keep in the end. we want to trust eachother so much, but then theres the thought in the back of our minds thinking, is what she/he saying really the truth because so many people in our pasts and present have lied to our faces for some reason or other. i have so much to say right know, i just cant...
i hate how life can be so unpredictable and so predictable at the same time but then i love how it can be so unpredicable and predictalbe at times.. i know im contradicting myself
tim you still owe me two slurpees