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I am probably the happiest I have ever been the last few days even though I have been working. I talk to my older sister so much on the phone and it helps me forget all my problems. She is a great person and I can't wait to see her. Her boyfriend just proposed to her and they will be getting married next summer. Seeing as we both share the same biological father and he is in niether of our lives, she has asked me to give her away at the alter. I don't know why but that means a lot to me and if I wouldn't be able to make it due to military reasons I don't know what I'll do except for the fact whatever I do won't be a very logical thing to do. Anyway that's another year away. I have never met anyone more like myself. She looks just like me too in a feminine way. I wish everyone could feel what I feel right now...Imagine going your whole life without knowing your older sister...finding her...getting to know her again only to find out you are more than just blood...it's a different form of love at first sight. I have always had that love for my little sister but it developed over time so it's not something you notice...with my older sister it is like WHAM! Didn't know her one day and the next day I love her as much as my little sister. Very confusing at first. Anyway it's late and I need my sleep. Peace!