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wow.
its been a L O N G time.
i've been busy with school.
i adore RCC. and i'm doing well. im usually ahead of the game ne how.
ive made out with more people than i should have since mike..
and i still miss him, love him and miss having him in my life.. i have random crys about it.
and i called him tonight and talked to him. and i haven't gotten a straight answer -- and i won't.
its been like 4 months. oh well. straight answer as why he broke up with me.. whatever.
i've been talking to sean griffin.. and before him this girl rosie.
and rosie didn't work out. and now we are kinda talking about. and sean wants to focus on school next semester.
I D O NOT knoW! BELH!
i just want to keep my options open. but i want to be with sean too.
and i want to leave my options open to anyone knew who might come along.. but i still wanna be with SOMEONE. you know?
damn its weird. i have never had options before.
i dont know. i dont wanna get hurt. i dont wanna fuck anyone over. whatever.
i just dont wanna miss any opprtunititys. how ever the FUCK you spell that.
i dont know how many there will be ALSO? so i'm like BELH.. i'm sick of being lonely and having no one to be romantic with.
it makes me s a d.
well see what happens.. maybe i'll updatemore.
its been a L O N G time.
i've been busy with school.
i adore RCC. and i'm doing well. im usually ahead of the game ne how.
ive made out with more people than i should have since mike..
and i still miss him, love him and miss having him in my life.. i have random crys about it.
and i called him tonight and talked to him. and i haven't gotten a straight answer -- and i won't.
its been like 4 months. oh well. straight answer as why he broke up with me.. whatever.
i've been talking to sean griffin.. and before him this girl rosie.
and rosie didn't work out. and now we are kinda talking about. and sean wants to focus on school next semester.
I D O NOT knoW! BELH!
i just want to keep my options open. but i want to be with sean too.
and i want to leave my options open to anyone knew who might come along.. but i still wanna be with SOMEONE. you know?
damn its weird. i have never had options before.
i dont know. i dont wanna get hurt. i dont wanna fuck anyone over. whatever.
i just dont wanna miss any opprtunititys. how ever the FUCK you spell that.
i dont know how many there will be ALSO? so i'm like BELH.. i'm sick of being lonely and having no one to be romantic with.
it makes me s a d.
well see what happens.. maybe i'll updatemore.