life..
so it seems to me that life gets more confusing by the minute. but i guess that is just life in general. sometimes i feel like never writing in this online journal, because it really seems like a waste of time. but then most things seem like a waste of time. school. homework. tests. when i could be helping someone or hanging out with my friends, family, people that i love to be with. instead of going day by day doing things i hate and dread. i guess fun is for the weekends. which right now consists of finishing college applications and essays. yuck. boo. bah. but friday and saturday nights are usually good. =) but then the weekends circle to the weekdays. and here comes the crappiness.
God. i am so pessimistic. oh wait. i am just extremely realistic. i love being a realist.
well in some ways i am also an optimist. but i try not to be optimistic because i will just be brought down because of hope. truth is yucky sometimes. so i'll just be my realist self and believe what it real. the most likely to happen.
so right now life is kinda sucky. but it still has a gander of hope.
boys are so confusing. i will restate that for the boys. the opposite sex is so confusing. maybe i will be unconfused soon.
but anyways. once the end of october comes and leave, hopefully most of the stress will have exited(and my back will feel better). and hopefully i will be able to enter that dcfc concert even though we missed the presale. at least i'll have some fun in raleigh with friends. yayness.
yay for you for looking into ashley's brain for about a minute. lucky you.....
and...
Ashley took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
"Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offe..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
kinda scary.
God. i am so pessimistic. oh wait. i am just extremely realistic. i love being a realist.
well in some ways i am also an optimist. but i try not to be optimistic because i will just be brought down because of hope. truth is yucky sometimes. so i'll just be my realist self and believe what it real. the most likely to happen.
so right now life is kinda sucky. but it still has a gander of hope.
boys are so confusing. i will restate that for the boys. the opposite sex is so confusing. maybe i will be unconfused soon.
but anyways. once the end of october comes and leave, hopefully most of the stress will have exited(and my back will feel better). and hopefully i will be able to enter that dcfc concert even though we missed the presale. at least i'll have some fun in raleigh with friends. yayness.
yay for you for looking into ashley's brain for about a minute. lucky you.....
and...
Ashley took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!
"Desires a tranquil, peaceful state of harmony offe..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
kinda scary.