Feb 01, 2006 16:30
i just LOVE when someone SAYS that they are your friend, but you KNOW that they really dont like you, but when you are nice to them anyways... they still find a way to stab you in your back.
ive known someone like this. actually three someones, 2 of which SAID they were my friend, the other never pretended anything... and i partially respect that he had the balls to be open with it. anyways... one of these 'friends' would SAY that she would come get me, SAY that she wanted to hang out with me, SAY that she liked me, but when it came down to it... she never came to get me, she never hung out with me, and obviously she never liked me.
another of these friends would invite me to, say, her house, a party where she was going to be, or other places. she SAID she wanted to see me, hang out with me, all that good stuff, but like the other person, never did. she would always come up with excuses so that i wouldnt come over, so that i wouldnt come see her, so she didnt have to hang out with me.
dont you love people like this? and now all i have to say is look: at least i wasnt the immature person you thought i was and put your names here. at least i gave you that respect, a respect you never gave me. but either way... if anyone of you see this you are prolly gonna post some stupid reply to counter what i said, ultimately revealing who you are...
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NOW... that i have that off my chest.
yesterday i saw a random 4 people that i knew at wallmart... all of which i didnt like. now... when you start seeing that many people you know at the local walmart when your city's population is around 110,000, you really need to get the fuck outa that city. I'm leaving sunday morning to go to wyoming, and its a GODSEND.
OH! and speaking of godsend... everyone who reads this should know something. i have converted from wicca to christianity. i know atleast one person that reads this will be upset with that because most of the people that i hang out with think that christianity is RETARDED. but hey... its my choice, and i chose.
i also have changed 1 minor little detail on my profile you know the one that says: single, in a relationship, married, divorced, widdowed? yup changed that one. it officially says: IN A RELATIONSHIP. because i found a great guy almost perfect for me.
and also! NATASHA... YOU COME OVER TONIGHT AND I WILL DO YOUR HAIR. sheesh... i mean... i coulda sworn we agreed that neither of us wanted to get up early enough to do it this morning and then you came over and i was all CONFUZZLED. oooh well... i got my sleep... and you shall have blonde hair before i get my sleep again!
to all the people i love, which include these::: Natasha, Black, and Jesse. to you silly people that still hold my love and have not yet betrayed my trust::: when i leave you are the people i will miss the most, because you are the only people that stuck with me through all my retardedness and pms.
OOH MAN... that was kinda emo and i feel like crying now... but HEY!! itll all be good.
and to leave off, all i have to say is this::
MALIBU
VODKA
KAHLUA