Valentine's Day
Today is Valentine's Day:
Today is the day where everyone gets to spend time and money on their lovers, mates, and whatever else. As all know, I have never had any of the such in my life.
It's a day I am going to have to sit back and watch many people come in with thier gifts, candy, and various objects.
It is a day where I envy the rest of the world, which does not happen very often. It is a day I wish I could for one day not be me.
It is a day that strikes pain into my entire body as if I was being stabbed by thousands of needles constantly.
It is a day where I would gladly take a knife and take my own life to not have to bare its pain.
It is a day where I am "emo"
At this time LiveJournal has redecorated the site to accommedate the event. Many people on my friends list have expressed that later they will be getting sex and other intimate stuff. All I can do is read in envy and cry at work.
Today is the day where everyone gets to spend time and money on their lovers, mates, and whatever else. As all know, I have never had any of the such in my life.
It's a day I am going to have to sit back and watch many people come in with thier gifts, candy, and various objects.
It is a day where I envy the rest of the world, which does not happen very often. It is a day I wish I could for one day not be me.
It is a day that strikes pain into my entire body as if I was being stabbed by thousands of needles constantly.
It is a day where I would gladly take a knife and take my own life to not have to bare its pain.
It is a day where I am "emo"
At this time LiveJournal has redecorated the site to accommedate the event. Many people on my friends list have expressed that later they will be getting sex and other intimate stuff. All I can do is read in envy and cry at work.