Do You Remember

[doublekill]

TL;DR - Change is coming, but I'm firmly grounded and am as ready for it this time as I can be, and have ever been. I miss my friends, my close friends, and want to do something about that.I hope this is just a mood swing. It's the wrong time and place for one...but I hope that's just what it is

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[cheerio_yotan]

I never liked change much either, so I guess I can relate. It seems like as soon as I start to like a place, I have to leave it. Still though, it's good that you know where you want to be. If people weren't taking different paths, then we wouldn't be different at all. There's nothing wrong with feeling nostalgic. Memories are great and even better with reflection and meaning. I hope everything goes well for you. Leaving high school is like the opportunity to become more of the person that you are. I was glad to see my friends do that.

On the subject of KC, I don't know any of the specifics of what you mean, but I see the good and the bad sides too. Any of the perceived 'problems' with it aren't intentionally caused, I think. That, in itself, makes them forgivable to me. Whatever was said, I wouldn't worry about it much. (Character or mun hate on you is damned stupid, since you're like the nicest KCer ever... let alone that you play Sammy J.) KC is still important to me as being a place where I can laugh. I don't like the 'hurt feelings/harshness', because it means the reason why I originally joined KC isn't translating at all to other people. Any time it starts to feel like serious business, it's probably good to step away, even for a couple of days or something. (look at me leaving long comments in this journal. wow.)

[doublekill]

No I love long comments m. Especially since it shows me people actually took the time to read my hella long journal entry.

That's a really optimistic way to look at leaving high school. I like it. I've never thought about it like that, but yeah, thinking about it makes me excited for my friends as well as myself.

There was just a secret on kc_secrets that when I read it slightly bothered me. There was no mun or character hate; I've just wondered how much mun journals would be posting on KC if I didn't follow Whitney's suit and bother her with mine on there.

But, like I said, hours later the paranoia has subsided and I realize how silly of a thought that was. I've just been over-thinking and over-analyzing everything lately and it's spilling into everything else. I'm taking a break from KC for awhile (not online, just KC), because of those reasons.

KC is what brightens up my day lmfao. I love it and the people there so much. I love how there is no wank within the community and how everyone solves the problems and talks to each other about it. That's why I know my feelings are just paranoid ones; I trust everyone there that if they have a problem with something I'm doing to bring it to me.

And aw aw aw ♥ thanks for the compliment that's so sweet m. :) I need to play Sammy J more too...

Thanks for the comment...wtg for me leaving a long one back. :)