fuck
So today had to have been one of the worst days ever....(well now i guess it was yesterday)..So my day starts off with my dad yelling my name to wake me up...i run down stairs and he tells me to get him some juice cuz his blood sugar dropped down to like 40 where is should be over 100 so the rest of the day i was worrying about him....then i get to work and we are mobbed and everyone behind the stand keeps bumping into me....im clausterphobic to people so i started to shake before the night was through and thought i was going to have a breakdown....then my sister and i friend come to pick me up from work....where i find out on the ride home my rents were in a accident...oh i forgot to mention the fact that the dodge is broken and we were down to the jeep....anyways so they are involved in an accident after dropping me off at work...the jeep is broken and will be until further notice.....so i get home and my dad seems ok and my moms really sore....i have the job of every few weeks filling this weekly pill thing for my dad so he takes the right meds when he is supposed to im doing that and i mentioned that my work tried calling me in earlier and his response was well then we wouldnt have been in the accident if it wasnt for you.....he swares that he was joking but i think that he was being somewhat serious....who the fuck says that at that point i just lost it so here i am trying to compose myself because that was the last straw to set me off tonight....what the fuck else can go wrong oh thats right today is the one year anniversay of my grammie connolly dying......FUCK