sad

[doublek0502]

I miss all my boys......i have none around anymore and its killing me......FUCK.......i dont know what to do anymore....I miss them so much some more than others but anything is better than nothing....i am trying to make friends at school but i just compare them to all my boys and needless to say i cast them off......But there are a few at work and at school that might just make the cut. FUCK and then im worried about all of them so i just cant win....School sucks works fun life i just cant describe ....im gonna go to drivers ed soon but idk if i really care.....i havent really cared about much lately....i hate being alone....it sucks....ive thought about gettin my ears pierced again cuz the pain of it always makes me feel better so either that or a tattoo is in the near future.....i just wish someone had all the answers for me.....and yeah sorry about being so random but you should know me by now. this is me im always random.......so....im getting sadder by the moment so ill write later.

MB,BP,DW,KJ, RM,KB,JC,JL,AS,EL,KH,JA,SM,JJ, I miss you all so much.....grrr i just want to cry but i cant

MS,AD,How,Mike,Sean, hope you guys can be some new guys to add to my boys list...