Love to love
So, I've been trying to make more friends and trying to expand my network. This is nothing new, and has been an effort of mine since moving to Seattle.
However, the break-up has landed me in a situation different from before; being single.
And in that role, I find myself dreaming of being in a relationship again, despite a main reason for the break up being because I didn't feel right in a relationship.
So I'm asking myself, do I really want a relationship or have I allowed myself to programed to believe that one is not fulfilled unless in a relationship? OR more big picture, am I dealing with a "greener grass" situation?
I really don't have an answer. But I know I'm in love with the idea of being in love. A lusty, all-night sex love affair with love. And it will likely be the end of me.
However, the break-up has landed me in a situation different from before; being single.
And in that role, I find myself dreaming of being in a relationship again, despite a main reason for the break up being because I didn't feel right in a relationship.
So I'm asking myself, do I really want a relationship or have I allowed myself to programed to believe that one is not fulfilled unless in a relationship? OR more big picture, am I dealing with a "greener grass" situation?
I really don't have an answer. But I know I'm in love with the idea of being in love. A lusty, all-night sex love affair with love. And it will likely be the end of me.