i love you rishy
today is a horrible day.
my 12 year old dog Risha was put to rest today.
and i have never felt an ache on the inside of my heart that feels the way this feels before.
that was my baby. she was my sanity when i seemed to be insane. she never told me to shut up or that i wasn't good enough. she made me smile when everything in the world was hopeless. she was my puppy. she was my yellow child.
i know she was 12. and blind. but i just don't think i could ever have the heart to intentionally have my pet put to sleep.
Risha never did anything to anyone.
and my eyes are raw from the tears.
7/5/04... fucking sucks.