come on and use me...abuse me...i just don't care
well...to tell the truth...i just cut...and it felt blooddy fucking well good.
Just one...but i'm sure i'll do more.
It's bleeding really good...i've never really bled this much before...my hand feel wierd...ah well it's beautiful.
*stares at it lovingly*
Why did i cut? Because not cutting has driven me to the point that the simplest thing will make me sad.
I've also gotten down on myself alot.
Last week i took a magazine and made all the models in it ugly and fat...and i don't like looking in mirrors anymore. I'm afraid of what i'll see.
I think this time i'll cut nice and slow...do it cut by cut...one every couple of minuets...to make it more sensual.
*watches the blood pour down arm*
yeah...it's gorgeous.
Today i went down to Missy's house with Amy, it was fun, i love Max (her dog) he's so fluffy and soft and adorable.
They drew while i sat there looking useless...then i wrote a stupid letter to someones parents as a joke...i'll try and post it later..
It's all about raping dogs and kids and drawing penises...i never said i was sane...XP
well i have to go and well do nothing...maybe i could write a fic..or read a fic..or cut...or...make more icons LOL
alright
bye
Key Key
((thinks razors are pretty))
Just one...but i'm sure i'll do more.
It's bleeding really good...i've never really bled this much before...my hand feel wierd...ah well it's beautiful.
*stares at it lovingly*
Why did i cut? Because not cutting has driven me to the point that the simplest thing will make me sad.
I've also gotten down on myself alot.
Last week i took a magazine and made all the models in it ugly and fat...and i don't like looking in mirrors anymore. I'm afraid of what i'll see.
I think this time i'll cut nice and slow...do it cut by cut...one every couple of minuets...to make it more sensual.
*watches the blood pour down arm*
yeah...it's gorgeous.
Today i went down to Missy's house with Amy, it was fun, i love Max (her dog) he's so fluffy and soft and adorable.
They drew while i sat there looking useless...then i wrote a stupid letter to someones parents as a joke...i'll try and post it later..
It's all about raping dogs and kids and drawing penises...i never said i was sane...XP
well i have to go and well do nothing...maybe i could write a fic..or read a fic..or cut...or...make more icons LOL
alright
bye
Key Key
((thinks razors are pretty))