ugh, im tired of trying...
well mike got the job at riteaid..and ofcourse he barely had to lift a finger. im happy for him i really am but..i mean, i work my ass off trying to get a job and all he has to do is put in an application and he gets one. i feel like shit, im not worth anything, nobody wants me...people at the lake were right...im not good at anything..this isnt fair. i dont want to look for a job anymore, this is bullshit. idk y i even keep trying, nobody is ever going to hire me. i should probably give up hope on the mentoring job too...i feel awful...i just dont even wanna do anything, i slept till 7:30pm today after i heard the news that he got the job..and wats worse is that i feel like shit cause i cant be fully happy for mike...ugh..