three months twenty three days.

[double_talker]

its a strange place to be. stuck between the relentless now and the seemingly unattainable tomorrow. the large reality of marriage has settled in me in a new way. i was nervous about it, weary of failing it...havent had the most amazing examples to emulate or have a sense of security from. but i realized. more than fear of others short comings...i cant wait to be a wife. mrs. hackett is still a weird notion. but being a cute little wife may just be the most exciting thought ive ever had.

the hardest part is waiting for the next three and a half months to pass.