letter from j&a
this letter was on my bag when i got into work today:
"Vicki,
Don't be offended, you're a cool chick, but I think we're gonna have to have you find another place to stay, not that you've worn your welcome, it's just that people need their space + privacy + it's been over a week about.
We really think you should patch things up with your mom + go to your home, everyone should have their home + this is not yours. I know you miss home cause of your journals + I think it would be better for you to go home + fix things. Your sister needs you right now + I can tell she misses you.
It's been awesome hanging out with you, but I think we've all reached the end of our visit. Like I said, don't take this the worng way OK? We care about you.
Jami + Ash"
I'm not sure how to take this. i'm perfectly fine not staying with them, but it's odd to get a note like that. like they didnt want to say it to my face. i could tell ash was getting irritated with me the past few days, and that's why i crashed at brian's last night. i'unno. i wish they had said something before, like only come every other day or once a week or something. whatev. i really enjoyed staying with them and hopefully we'll still be friends at work. i dont think i'm ready or able to fix things with my mom right now, so i'm not gonna take their advice on that one, but they prolly do have a point. rae rae prolly does need me and i know she misses me and i miss her. i haver to figure out what exaclty i'm gonna do when mom finally does move to des plaines. right now im thinking about getting an apartment with 2 of my brothers, sice josh got a job (has to take a piss test first but he got it), and kevin comes home probably tomorrow from boot camp...i need to find somethding to do with myself, cuz i've been having mood swings and panic attacks a lot...someone needs the computer, so imma go now. later kids.
"Vicki,
Don't be offended, you're a cool chick, but I think we're gonna have to have you find another place to stay, not that you've worn your welcome, it's just that people need their space + privacy + it's been over a week about.
We really think you should patch things up with your mom + go to your home, everyone should have their home + this is not yours. I know you miss home cause of your journals + I think it would be better for you to go home + fix things. Your sister needs you right now + I can tell she misses you.
It's been awesome hanging out with you, but I think we've all reached the end of our visit. Like I said, don't take this the worng way OK? We care about you.
Jami + Ash"
I'm not sure how to take this. i'm perfectly fine not staying with them, but it's odd to get a note like that. like they didnt want to say it to my face. i could tell ash was getting irritated with me the past few days, and that's why i crashed at brian's last night. i'unno. i wish they had said something before, like only come every other day or once a week or something. whatev. i really enjoyed staying with them and hopefully we'll still be friends at work. i dont think i'm ready or able to fix things with my mom right now, so i'm not gonna take their advice on that one, but they prolly do have a point. rae rae prolly does need me and i know she misses me and i miss her. i haver to figure out what exaclty i'm gonna do when mom finally does move to des plaines. right now im thinking about getting an apartment with 2 of my brothers, sice josh got a job (has to take a piss test first but he got it), and kevin comes home probably tomorrow from boot camp...i need to find somethding to do with myself, cuz i've been having mood swings and panic attacks a lot...someone needs the computer, so imma go now. later kids.