Jan 13, 2005 11:27
I wake up everyday lately feeling groggy. I wonder if my vitamin levels are right or if my drug intake is wrong. :( I like to wake up feeling alive and fresh. When I was in Houston I awoke everyday (except when I was sick which I always am when I visit there) feeling fresh and productive and happy. But now it's coffee this and glass of wine that. I didn't drink much in H-town except on New Year's Eve when I drank entirely too much for any one person. I was a monster. I am one at times, usually a wolf. We've talked about this. I just have to best decide how to channel my wolf and not waste the energies hunting girls I've never met. My wolf has to have some benefits. It simply has to with that much power set loose on a regular basis. How to channel it, not repress it. I want my head to clear.