Comin' Clean
Isnt it funny how some of your best friends are no longer your best friends? You look back on the times you shared and think to yourself "where the hell did it all go? we were supposed to be best friends forever, grow up and share memories together, forever.." but what is forever? A word in a saying " We'll be BEST friends "FOREVER" " Nothing but a word just like the word promise, both are meant to be broken. The word Forever and promises. Broken.. the way that I feel right now. I'm sorry if it doesnt make sense, makes sense to me and thats all that matters. These days I slave away at the register laughing at stupid ass customers and wondering when the hell I will be off. I drink like a fish and smoke like a chimney when we hit up the clubs. crazy crazy memories for all that!!! Again, its really funny who hang onto in our lives. I wish I knew how youre mom is doing, hell. i WISH i KNEW how you are doing, i wish it didnt bother me, but it does. Im glad youre both happy. i knew exactly what it was going to take to get me over you and im glad that you are happy because you both deserve it.my mind is mellow today yet at the same time my thoughts are completely all over the place. it sucks when you have a lot to say and then when you have the time to pour it out your mind goes blank. im sitting here at this library waiting for julie but shes caught up in something so im going to go and handle some shit and ill be back in a while, maybe ill be able to express myself better then.