Mar 23, 2005 20:11
I still can't sleep. I wake up so much during the night. I toss and turn. I have weird dreams. Somethings wrong with me and I DO NOT want to get mono again. I'm tired all day long now. I barely have any energy, or maybe that's just when I come home. School is boring. A bee stung me today at lunch. I don't like bees. I hope it died. I don't like how it's cool in the mornings and really hot and windy in the afternoons. I got moved up to varsity soccer for tomorrows game and hopefully playoffs. I know some people are mad about it but it's not like I'm going to play anyways. Don't get mad at me for it, I'm not the one making decisions here. I'm playing just as hard. I went with Katie and JD today as JD picked out his tux for prom. I think I'd kinda like to go to prom. Only with this certain person though. I'm so gay. People say I waste my time on people. Obviously I do. I don't realize it until it's too far down the line to just let go completely. Abbey's going skiing this weekend. I'm gonna be bored. 4 day weekend. I can't be bored. This journal entry is kinda weird. I have a lot on my mind. I wish I could express everything in here without people judging me. I'm writing my brothers essay for him for $5. ha. I remember in 6th grade when I got 2nd place in the computer typing contest. It was kinda cool? I need sleep, honestly, I am getting too delirious.
Maybe yal should ignore how weird I'm acting in this entry, I can't help it, I promise.