Until our shells simply cannot hold, all our insides in, and that's when we'll explode...
AHHH drama drama drama never seems to end.
So and so fucked so and so and now this person hates that person and she's dating him but he's dating another her who might just be dating another different her and that guy wants to kick that other dude's ass and such and such stole this from so and so who cheated on his something or other and a purple elephant escaped from the fucking zoo and AH.
I'm sick of it.
I've been surrounded by lies, as of late, and I don't like it. One fucking bit. I don't know who I can trust and I don't know who I can't. There's things on my chest I want to get off but I'm afraid that I can't even tell some of my really good friends for fear of it being broadcast on the 11 o'clock news on CNN. I'm also really tired of everyone being in people's business. ESPECIALLY girl-guy/guy-guy-girl-girl/whatthefuckever sexual business. The way I see it, unless you're fucking me, or the person I'm fucking, stay the hell out of it because it isn't your business unless I make it your business. I'm also realizing recently the lack of respect and dignity some people have for people the care or once cared about. It's bullshit. I'm being hurt over all this, friends are being hurt over all this and it doesn't make sense. I'm a good fucking kid dammit, and I don't deserve this bullshit. Neither do lots of people who are on the recieving end.
In other news:
-I got a letter from Brandon. COMPLETELY made my day. Completely. It cheered me up so much after a really rough night last night and a shitty beginning to today. <3
-I worked today for the first time in two weeks. It wasn't that bad. We ordered pizza from Domino's and the guy delivered it to us through the drive-thru.
-Speaking of jobs, I got a second one, at our vets office as a desk clerk/caretaker. Two jobs during school will be hard but I need the money for car insurance.
-I'm not allowed to drive the 3000 for almost half a year cause Sammy got in trouble. Oops.
-I'm bored. But that's not really new news, its just news.
Im also out. By the way, the computer is fixed [I suppose that counts as news] and so I'll be updating a little more regularly.
So and so fucked so and so and now this person hates that person and she's dating him but he's dating another her who might just be dating another different her and that guy wants to kick that other dude's ass and such and such stole this from so and so who cheated on his something or other and a purple elephant escaped from the fucking zoo and AH.
I'm sick of it.
I've been surrounded by lies, as of late, and I don't like it. One fucking bit. I don't know who I can trust and I don't know who I can't. There's things on my chest I want to get off but I'm afraid that I can't even tell some of my really good friends for fear of it being broadcast on the 11 o'clock news on CNN. I'm also really tired of everyone being in people's business. ESPECIALLY girl-guy/guy-guy-girl-girl/whatthefuckever sexual business. The way I see it, unless you're fucking me, or the person I'm fucking, stay the hell out of it because it isn't your business unless I make it your business. I'm also realizing recently the lack of respect and dignity some people have for people the care or once cared about. It's bullshit. I'm being hurt over all this, friends are being hurt over all this and it doesn't make sense. I'm a good fucking kid dammit, and I don't deserve this bullshit. Neither do lots of people who are on the recieving end.
In other news:
-I got a letter from Brandon. COMPLETELY made my day. Completely. It cheered me up so much after a really rough night last night and a shitty beginning to today. <3
-I worked today for the first time in two weeks. It wasn't that bad. We ordered pizza from Domino's and the guy delivered it to us through the drive-thru.
-Speaking of jobs, I got a second one, at our vets office as a desk clerk/caretaker. Two jobs during school will be hard but I need the money for car insurance.
-I'm not allowed to drive the 3000 for almost half a year cause Sammy got in trouble. Oops.
-I'm bored. But that's not really new news, its just news.
Im also out. By the way, the computer is fixed [I suppose that counts as news] and so I'll be updating a little more regularly.