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I can't sleep. Good god, this sucks. Work for 6 ot 7 hours at eight in the morning tomorrow should be phenomenally fun. I wish I was more excited about this. Better attitude, better attitude. Might make it more fun. I've got 30 minutes of break during which I can cruise around and shit. This will be a test to see how long I can go without smoking before I go nuts.
Today was nothing short of normal. Hit up Starbucks with Milla and Lindsay, cruised the raleigh streets and headed home. Dropped Camilla off, and Linds and I had nothing to do, so I called my friend Jackson [!!!]...he drove all the way to Louisburg to hang with us for all of an hour. <333 I love the boy, and I miss him like crazy. We'll definitely hang out again. Went to April's for a little bit chilled with her and her boyfriend and other friend and headed back. I've been trying to sleep forever and I can't. I've also decided I NEED to start reading Fountainhead NOW or I won't ever start. Blahhh.
I also need to start driving the 3000 again cause I'd stall that shit out now if I tried to drive it, it's been over 2 months.
I'm going to go out later this week and apply for more jobs around town and in Wake Forest. If I can swing working two jobs, one on a really-often sort of basis and one to fill in the cracks then maybe I can make the insurance and still have enough to put some away for a car of my own [cause the 3000 isn't coming to college with me] and spend a little. This will be slow-going.
I really miss having a boyfriend. I know I already said that a while ago but after being both attatched and single, I've decided I like security and someone to fall back on better than 'playing the field'. Not that I'm ready for another relationship right now, but just saying. I don't even fuckin know. I've got crazy-ass mixed feelings.
Myrtle Beach first week in August is a go! Bring on the beach and the tans and the guys and the flings that could possibly come with the guys. Fuck yeaauh. By then I'll be all like woo perfect body. [Pssh. I need to start going to the gym or something. Uh...yah.] And I don't know if/when Lilly is coming to visit. JAMES better come visit at the end of August. Oh yes. He better.
And now I'm just rambling. I'm sure you all hate me for these stupid entries, but it's cool, it's cool, what else do I have to do at 3:30 in the goddamn morning!?
Out. Well. I mean, I'll still be here. But I'm going to stop babbling.
[Edit] Millipedes are gay. [/Edit]
Today was nothing short of normal. Hit up Starbucks with Milla and Lindsay, cruised the raleigh streets and headed home. Dropped Camilla off, and Linds and I had nothing to do, so I called my friend Jackson [!!!]...he drove all the way to Louisburg to hang with us for all of an hour. <333 I love the boy, and I miss him like crazy. We'll definitely hang out again. Went to April's for a little bit chilled with her and her boyfriend and other friend and headed back. I've been trying to sleep forever and I can't. I've also decided I NEED to start reading Fountainhead NOW or I won't ever start. Blahhh.
I also need to start driving the 3000 again cause I'd stall that shit out now if I tried to drive it, it's been over 2 months.
I'm going to go out later this week and apply for more jobs around town and in Wake Forest. If I can swing working two jobs, one on a really-often sort of basis and one to fill in the cracks then maybe I can make the insurance and still have enough to put some away for a car of my own [cause the 3000 isn't coming to college with me] and spend a little. This will be slow-going.
I really miss having a boyfriend. I know I already said that a while ago but after being both attatched and single, I've decided I like security and someone to fall back on better than 'playing the field'. Not that I'm ready for another relationship right now, but just saying. I don't even fuckin know. I've got crazy-ass mixed feelings.
Myrtle Beach first week in August is a go! Bring on the beach and the tans and the guys and the flings that could possibly come with the guys. Fuck yeaauh. By then I'll be all like woo perfect body. [Pssh. I need to start going to the gym or something. Uh...yah.] And I don't know if/when Lilly is coming to visit. JAMES better come visit at the end of August. Oh yes. He better.
And now I'm just rambling. I'm sure you all hate me for these stupid entries, but it's cool, it's cool, what else do I have to do at 3:30 in the goddamn morning!?
Out. Well. I mean, I'll still be here. But I'm going to stop babbling.
[Edit] Millipedes are gay. [/Edit]