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I feel extremely odd. Maybe it has something to do with the fact that it's FIVE IN THE MORNING.
At any rate.
Tonight was fun. Hung with the crew and moved the party around town. Live it up and drink it down, so they say. Whatever. Got a free cookie from Subway because Mischa and Logan love me. Ate too much but I'm excusing it for today. Bad Sam.
I'm really not sure what's going on. Why do I suddenly have guys interested in me? And why are they all guys I just want to be friends with? I feel HORRIBLE turning people down...absolutely horrible and I'm so not used to it. I dislike being single and I dislike rejection from both sides of the equation. I should be a hermit.
I need to stop smoking. If I start quitting NOW...I should be straight by the time soccer season comes around. ::rolls eyes:: Help.
I have to clean tomorrow and that depresses me. Justin's coming over around 6ish and we're going to see a friend of his play guitar at a local place. Then hopefully I'm going to Jay's, cause he's having a few people over. God I need to get my shit together.
I still feel weird and I've decided it's not the time of day. For the first time in weeks I feel like cryng, and I'm not even sure why. I have a massive headache and I've got way too much on my mind. I'm really worried about some people and pissed at others. I just hope all turns out well in the end.
Jackson called me today for the hell of it and it made me smile. I love the boy & I miss him and my KVA kids. So thanks to Jackson for brightening up my morning.
The CD I burned today wouldn't play in the car. I was mega pissed. Dammit, but what can you do. I'm thinking of trying to rework friends visiting me. I wanna go see Rana SO bad. Lilly, get on and talk to me about stuff! I think I want to make it July instead of August--I wanna see ya sooner and I need a little fun OUTSIDE of Louisburg people [not that anything's wrong with them] and Rana if you read this, call me NOW.
This entry was pointless. It's getting light outside and if I wait any longer I won't fall asleep.
You still wonder...
At any rate.
Tonight was fun. Hung with the crew and moved the party around town. Live it up and drink it down, so they say. Whatever. Got a free cookie from Subway because Mischa and Logan love me. Ate too much but I'm excusing it for today. Bad Sam.
I'm really not sure what's going on. Why do I suddenly have guys interested in me? And why are they all guys I just want to be friends with? I feel HORRIBLE turning people down...absolutely horrible and I'm so not used to it. I dislike being single and I dislike rejection from both sides of the equation. I should be a hermit.
I need to stop smoking. If I start quitting NOW...I should be straight by the time soccer season comes around. ::rolls eyes:: Help.
I have to clean tomorrow and that depresses me. Justin's coming over around 6ish and we're going to see a friend of his play guitar at a local place. Then hopefully I'm going to Jay's, cause he's having a few people over. God I need to get my shit together.
I still feel weird and I've decided it's not the time of day. For the first time in weeks I feel like cryng, and I'm not even sure why. I have a massive headache and I've got way too much on my mind. I'm really worried about some people and pissed at others. I just hope all turns out well in the end.
Jackson called me today for the hell of it and it made me smile. I love the boy & I miss him and my KVA kids. So thanks to Jackson for brightening up my morning.
The CD I burned today wouldn't play in the car. I was mega pissed. Dammit, but what can you do. I'm thinking of trying to rework friends visiting me. I wanna go see Rana SO bad. Lilly, get on and talk to me about stuff! I think I want to make it July instead of August--I wanna see ya sooner and I need a little fun OUTSIDE of Louisburg people [not that anything's wrong with them] and Rana if you read this, call me NOW.
This entry was pointless. It's getting light outside and if I wait any longer I won't fall asleep.
You still wonder...