:(

[dotyoureyes]

Medicine makes me sick.

I'm trying. I really am trying. He kisses her and holds her hand and he sees her every night and I'm trying. But god, it fucking hurts.

Happy happy happy happy be happy be happy.

And I repeat what I said a few days ago--I feel like exploding.

Comments

[fueldesire]

if she's a close friend of yours, can't you just ask her to back off?

[dotyoureyes]

she's not. i hardly speak to the girl. she's sweet but she....gets around. and she's not the brightest crayon in the box. i don't know. i had an okay day today so it's alright.

[fueldesire]

sounds like a rebound to me. snort.
(ps: do my comments annoy you?)

[dotyoureyes]

! no! of course they don't. i'm sorry if it made it sound like that. i love all comments. :)

[devotchkariot]

i dont really know what else to say... i know you still have feelings for him and i dont understand how he's able to just bounce over to someone new so quickly and it's confusing and fucked and wrong. im sorry. :/ im here for you. i love you.