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I DID IT, I ACTUALLY DID IT. Yes, that deserves caps, after so long and so much hemming and hawing over which server and should I or shouldn't I and blah blah blah. I took the reply from customer service telling me they had released my name for use as a sign, even though I don't believe in those. And so Kabang is now a resident of the Defias Brotherhood server, and I'm running around leveling my wittle drood terrified of bumping into Alliance that might kill/gank me. *Gulp* Keeps ya on your toes though, I will say that.
Still no guild, but I have a couple of sorta-leads, and enough projects to keep me busy even if I don't find one right away. One project, or more of a ridiculous pipe-dream really, is the silly notion of making a community portal/newspaper type thing. Which is silly, and I know that, because I don't know anyone on the server and I never actually DO things, especially not when it's all on me, and probably no one would visit or use it and just ... yeah, stupid and silly but I still wanna do it. Damn my stupid brain, always getting stuck on big ideas that will never actually happen. Why can't I dream small? Or atleast one thing at the time? And when did I start caring about websites again? Or doing things?
It seems I definitely need projects that aren't TV though, because TV suuuuucks right now. Eureka, Hart of Dixie... I can't even talk about you. You are the WORST.
I do miss having friends though. I had pretty much JUST realized I actually had some, and then they all went away. Story of my life, basically. Should probably start actually applying to guilds before I get even more emo.