[if you don't like my fire, then don't come around]
cause I'm gonna burn one down! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah wow.....^^ My life has been wonderful lately. I haven't been home for more than an hour a day for almost two weeks, besides to sleep. Okay I haven't updated in about 2 weeks or so ((I think)) so I'll update you all. ~talks to herself~
1) One of my friends ((Chad)) and I had been hanging out frequently about 3 weeks ago, and he asked me out one night when we were cuddling, and happily dazed. So this tuesday will be two weeks. He's such a sweetheart, I really care about him a lot. I've seen him every day without fail since we've been dating and I'm still crazy about him. usually, with most of the guys I've dated, I got sick of them within the first week. Chad is just so easy to be with, he's layed back and just goofs off. he says that I'm the first girlfriend he had that could rough house with him and just be weird, and that no one's ever been able to give him a hickey before. he he ^^ he says that he's intrigued by the way I can be rough with him but it's still sweet. we just laugh and cuddle, we smoke up and dance in the snow, he calls me and talks to me all morning on the bus. We fell asleep together last night and the only reason I woke up at 7am is because he got out of bed and I got cold. His mom is great too. She's so sweet and she's a smartass, we make fun of each other all the time. She's a wonderful cook. She's one of my favorite people to talk to. She loves my honesty and my attitude, she told my dad I'm the sweetest girl and that she loves me to death ^^. his family is cool. his little bro Achilles is just so funny, and his stepdad is cool too. the only one I don't like is his sister, but I'm not gonna go there. heh, she's gone for 3-6 months anyway. ^^
2) Doug and Ryan: GWAH!! I love these kids. I knew who they were and stuff, but I never really got to hang out with them till I started dating Chad. Doug..may be the funniest person on earth. I just love hanging out with him and talking and stuff. Ryan is a huge teddy bear. he looks like this big, sort of intimidating dead head. but he loves kittens and babies. when we all get retardedly baked, he'll sit there for hours and play with Chad's kitten. It's just such a fun place to be, a great atmosphere.
3) I miss my Jesmicka =( she's been grounded so I haven't gotten to see her much. She's off next week though so we're gonna hang out and go to denny's and party! ^^ She's my best friend, ever! he he the only time I really get to see her is in Gym, but that's always an adventure in itself. ^^
4) Me and amber have gotten closer lately, too. I love her a lot and she's a sweet girl. she makes me giggle and be happy when she's around. Frank! No, RANK! he he ^^ carebearsssss!
5) ben is still my ben. ^^ I missed him when he went away.
6) I miss talking to Jermemiah, I'm just never home anymore...things are hard when it comes to this area. I'm just a little girl, I need to stay where my life is right now, just keep everything simple and at home...I can't relocate my heart or my mind right now, with my feet on the air and my head in the ground. ~smile~ optimism is on my side for now.
1) One of my friends ((Chad)) and I had been hanging out frequently about 3 weeks ago, and he asked me out one night when we were cuddling, and happily dazed. So this tuesday will be two weeks. He's such a sweetheart, I really care about him a lot. I've seen him every day without fail since we've been dating and I'm still crazy about him. usually, with most of the guys I've dated, I got sick of them within the first week. Chad is just so easy to be with, he's layed back and just goofs off. he says that I'm the first girlfriend he had that could rough house with him and just be weird, and that no one's ever been able to give him a hickey before. he he ^^ he says that he's intrigued by the way I can be rough with him but it's still sweet. we just laugh and cuddle, we smoke up and dance in the snow, he calls me and talks to me all morning on the bus. We fell asleep together last night and the only reason I woke up at 7am is because he got out of bed and I got cold. His mom is great too. She's so sweet and she's a smartass, we make fun of each other all the time. She's a wonderful cook. She's one of my favorite people to talk to. She loves my honesty and my attitude, she told my dad I'm the sweetest girl and that she loves me to death ^^. his family is cool. his little bro Achilles is just so funny, and his stepdad is cool too. the only one I don't like is his sister, but I'm not gonna go there. heh, she's gone for 3-6 months anyway. ^^
2) Doug and Ryan: GWAH!! I love these kids. I knew who they were and stuff, but I never really got to hang out with them till I started dating Chad. Doug..may be the funniest person on earth. I just love hanging out with him and talking and stuff. Ryan is a huge teddy bear. he looks like this big, sort of intimidating dead head. but he loves kittens and babies. when we all get retardedly baked, he'll sit there for hours and play with Chad's kitten. It's just such a fun place to be, a great atmosphere.
3) I miss my Jesmicka =( she's been grounded so I haven't gotten to see her much. She's off next week though so we're gonna hang out and go to denny's and party! ^^ She's my best friend, ever! he he the only time I really get to see her is in Gym, but that's always an adventure in itself. ^^
4) Me and amber have gotten closer lately, too. I love her a lot and she's a sweet girl. she makes me giggle and be happy when she's around. Frank! No, RANK! he he ^^ carebearsssss!
5) ben is still my ben. ^^ I missed him when he went away.
6) I miss talking to Jermemiah, I'm just never home anymore...things are hard when it comes to this area. I'm just a little girl, I need to stay where my life is right now, just keep everything simple and at home...I can't relocate my heart or my mind right now, with my feet on the air and my head in the ground. ~smile~ optimism is on my side for now.