What A Surprise
So this weekend has been a pretty good weekend so far. Yesterday, me, Matt, and Tara hung out like old times. It was great. Tara and I talked until 1:30am about a lot of different things. It was really nice. If I'm ever going to get anywhere in life, I have to buckle down and work my ass off these next two years. I'm not slacking...I can't let myself fuck up my dreams. I have to do this...so don't distract me. Tonight, I get to hang out with Brea and some of her friends before we go to the Atreyu concert in Scottsdale. It's going to be so rad. I'm really excited.
I don't want to go back to school...I really don't. I wish I could just take a class by myself...no peers, but still the same education. I don't need the stupid dramatic shit that I've had to deal with for the past 2 years. I'm so over that...I'm just going to concentrate on school...and shows of course. No boyfriends, just friends with benefits. I can't get serious...besides, high school is so not worth it. I'm just hoping for good scores and some scholarships. Pray for me! I need to get to California and this is the only guaranteed way in. I can do it.
But back to the Atreyu show tonight. Its going to be siiiiick! I'll probably get really horny because Atreyu just has that effect on me, but hopefully Brea will protect me from getting raped or something, haha. We'll see how it goes. All I know is I can't wait! Then there's The Cure, Tsunami Bomb, Edgefest...ohhh the excitement.
I don't want to go back to school...I really don't. I wish I could just take a class by myself...no peers, but still the same education. I don't need the stupid dramatic shit that I've had to deal with for the past 2 years. I'm so over that...I'm just going to concentrate on school...and shows of course. No boyfriends, just friends with benefits. I can't get serious...besides, high school is so not worth it. I'm just hoping for good scores and some scholarships. Pray for me! I need to get to California and this is the only guaranteed way in. I can do it.
But back to the Atreyu show tonight. Its going to be siiiiick! I'll probably get really horny because Atreyu just has that effect on me, but hopefully Brea will protect me from getting raped or something, haha. We'll see how it goes. All I know is I can't wait! Then there's The Cure, Tsunami Bomb, Edgefest...ohhh the excitement.