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I have been here before. I have felt the same things before. This time I am aware of how things will be. This time I must be strong and not give into everything I think will make it ok. It's hard to fight it but its a battle I can't afford to lose. I need a distraction to diverge my attention, to make me see the world of possibility that I have lost hope in.
I know none of this makes much sense, but its really how I feel. I was never as consciously aware of it til now. I am not sure if its because I have learned more in the past six months or so, or if it's my subconscious making an appearance for my own good. Who knows... but at least this time I am ready.
I know none of this makes much sense, but its really how I feel. I was never as consciously aware of it til now. I am not sure if its because I have learned more in the past six months or so, or if it's my subconscious making an appearance for my own good. Who knows... but at least this time I am ready.