i'm nearing 20 and closing in on independence. no one can talk down to me anymore because i simply don't care. it feels amazing.
life isn't so hard today, even though i don't have a cent to my name or a car.
no more over-sleeping/insomnia, no more lack of appetite, no more self-destruction and complete and utter apathy towards myself.
and especially no more fear.
i do regret hurting anyone during the last two years, but sometimes selfishness is the only venue towards sanity.