the end changes everything

Nov 14, 2006 16:56

i'm nearing 20 and closing in on independence. no one can talk down to me anymore because i simply don't care. it feels amazing.

life isn't so hard today, even though i don't have a cent to my name or a car.

no more over-sleeping/insomnia, no more lack of appetite, no more self-destruction and complete and utter apathy towards myself.

and especially no more fear.

i do regret hurting anyone during the last two years, but sometimes selfishness is the only venue towards sanity.


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