deep. real deep.
I don't know why I'm updating this thing cuz I have waaay too much homework tonight... gah... I just need to get some stuff off my heart. I can't seem to contain it much longer and I don't wanna dump it on anyone so read this at your own risk(heh).
Not a great day at school... But I don't really have a reason to call it terrible or anything :/
I think I got homework in every class tonight. The one night I have dance from like 5:30 'til 9:15 and hardly have time to breath... this almost always happens though so why aren't I used to it? lol. I miss being home schooled when I had soooo much time to do everything, but of course I was younger and everything is easier when you're younger. Or that's how it seems to me.
It seems either everyone has a date to prom, could care less about prom, or they're just not going to prom cuz they think it sucks. I really DO want a date this year... I don't feal like going by myself, I usualy don't mind going with my group of friends cuz it's always super fun, but this year it seems that all the pressure is on. poo on toast. that just takes the fun out of everything (hence people just not going at all). And I do want to go, it looks like it's gonna be pretty cool this year.
I'm so stressed out about everything, like the yearbook deadline this week or next, while getting ready for the trip to chicago this week-end, while preparing to go to europe in about 10 days, while getting a speeding ticket and needing to show up in court in the next week or so, while worrying about this huge 300 point project in shuman's class...
OH yeah and did I mention I got a speeding ticket... yep. I guess it's not a surprise, but holy friggin crap that cop was mean i swear(and I don't usually have a bad attitude about cops!). He basically laughed at me cuz I was shaking, almost to the point of tears(I had a ton of stuff on my mind) and didn't know what those stupid papers looked like. I seriously wanted to slap him or something... insert PROFANITIES and CUSS WORDS here lol
Well in-spite of it all the world seems to still be spinning, God seems to still be here through it all, and my friends are just as cool as ever...
What can I say? I'm a lucky girl :)
What are my small complaints and minor calamities compared to eternity? nothing. absolutely nothing.
*big sigh* Life must go on...
oh and I found this comforting...
Psalm 43:5 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.
much love to you all<3
><>SarahBear<>
Not a great day at school... But I don't really have a reason to call it terrible or anything :/
I think I got homework in every class tonight. The one night I have dance from like 5:30 'til 9:15 and hardly have time to breath... this almost always happens though so why aren't I used to it? lol. I miss being home schooled when I had soooo much time to do everything, but of course I was younger and everything is easier when you're younger. Or that's how it seems to me.
It seems either everyone has a date to prom, could care less about prom, or they're just not going to prom cuz they think it sucks. I really DO want a date this year... I don't feal like going by myself, I usualy don't mind going with my group of friends cuz it's always super fun, but this year it seems that all the pressure is on. poo on toast. that just takes the fun out of everything (hence people just not going at all). And I do want to go, it looks like it's gonna be pretty cool this year.
I'm so stressed out about everything, like the yearbook deadline this week or next, while getting ready for the trip to chicago this week-end, while preparing to go to europe in about 10 days, while getting a speeding ticket and needing to show up in court in the next week or so, while worrying about this huge 300 point project in shuman's class...
OH yeah and did I mention I got a speeding ticket... yep. I guess it's not a surprise, but holy friggin crap that cop was mean i swear(and I don't usually have a bad attitude about cops!). He basically laughed at me cuz I was shaking, almost to the point of tears(I had a ton of stuff on my mind) and didn't know what those stupid papers looked like. I seriously wanted to slap him or something... insert PROFANITIES and CUSS WORDS here lol
Well in-spite of it all the world seems to still be spinning, God seems to still be here through it all, and my friends are just as cool as ever...
What can I say? I'm a lucky girl :)
What are my small complaints and minor calamities compared to eternity? nothing. absolutely nothing.
*big sigh* Life must go on...
oh and I found this comforting...
Psalm 43:5 Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me? Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him, my Savior and my God.
much love to you all<3
><>SarahBear<>