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i was expecting today to be a really good day..
but then my mom was being really mean this morning.. i swear.. i admit that sometimes i'll have a attitude but today she was the devil.
she doesnt realize the things she says to me.. it really hurts and she knows it bothers me but now she wont even say sorry when she says something really mean.
and then once my morning affected my afternoon plans i had to come to deal with my father who was pissed off at me because i forgot to give my cat food.. are you kidding.. he threatened to make me stay home this weekend and not go to disneyland, take away my phone, my car and my computer. i usually am on top of this and he was being so mean about it and i was like dad please dont punish me because i usually am on top of this and he was just a total jerk about it... then at lunch he made me feel 2 feet tall..he pretty much told me that i was selfish and i dont deserve half of what i've got..i guess what hurts the most out of all this is that my mom doesnt even stand up for me.. she just turns around and agrees with him. my mother says my brother and i walk all over her when my father is the one that walks all over her.. my mom doesnt stand up for herself so i constantly get to hear her complain about my father..why be so unhappy.. its starting to be like this more often around here..and i try to look on the brightside when it gets like this but my dad always knows how to keep saying things and make me feel like i have no chance at getting happiness out of him.. i dont even make since..
ahh.. i just need a good hug.
but then my mom was being really mean this morning.. i swear.. i admit that sometimes i'll have a attitude but today she was the devil.
she doesnt realize the things she says to me.. it really hurts and she knows it bothers me but now she wont even say sorry when she says something really mean.
and then once my morning affected my afternoon plans i had to come to deal with my father who was pissed off at me because i forgot to give my cat food.. are you kidding.. he threatened to make me stay home this weekend and not go to disneyland, take away my phone, my car and my computer. i usually am on top of this and he was being so mean about it and i was like dad please dont punish me because i usually am on top of this and he was just a total jerk about it... then at lunch he made me feel 2 feet tall..he pretty much told me that i was selfish and i dont deserve half of what i've got..i guess what hurts the most out of all this is that my mom doesnt even stand up for me.. she just turns around and agrees with him. my mother says my brother and i walk all over her when my father is the one that walks all over her.. my mom doesnt stand up for herself so i constantly get to hear her complain about my father..why be so unhappy.. its starting to be like this more often around here..and i try to look on the brightside when it gets like this but my dad always knows how to keep saying things and make me feel like i have no chance at getting happiness out of him.. i dont even make since..
ahh.. i just need a good hug.