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today was a great day!
i woke up around 5:30 this morning.. i was so sore from my leg workout yesterday..
but i went running anyways.. the whole time i was running i felt like just going and laying on somebodys lawn and falling asleep because i did not feel like being out there then. but i got it over with.. then i had to follow my mom out to upland. took care of some stuff, did some shopping and then came home.
on the way back from upland today i felt like i was really able to connect with my mom again.. or just throughout the day. we talked about a lot.. i got to be more open about things. shes so awesome..
she is willing to accept things i tell her and not just shoot back with a answer i dont want to hear...waaay more chill then my dad.
we went and saw my dad while he was at work today.. i love doing that. its been forever, since we are hardly ever in upland anymore but he is always out there to be at work. i use to love going to see him at the police station when i was younger because all the dispatch ladies gave me candy and i got to see the jail cells, haha. when we were there today my dad had to take a few calls a couple of times to deal with people.. i realized how smart he is because he knows sooo much when it comes to his job(well obviously, because its his career, but there is so much to know). and he has to deal with every type of person out there. i still worry about him while he is at work because if something big goes down he has to tell everyone how to handle the situation, and god forbid if anything ever happend to him again. but he really is a hero to other people.. i'm not his only fan, haha.
everything is going great right now.. besides the situation with my grandpa and my gold digging aunt.. but my grandpa is dying.. my dad doesnt want us to be all upset about it because like he says my grandpa chose for things to be this way and he is just old and dying is apart of getting old..
i have been spending a lot of time with someone lately.. well not a lot but i do spend a majority of my time texting him and we do hangout.. but its keeping me really happy! everyone needs those type of friends in life..
i woke up around 5:30 this morning.. i was so sore from my leg workout yesterday..
but i went running anyways.. the whole time i was running i felt like just going and laying on somebodys lawn and falling asleep because i did not feel like being out there then. but i got it over with.. then i had to follow my mom out to upland. took care of some stuff, did some shopping and then came home.
on the way back from upland today i felt like i was really able to connect with my mom again.. or just throughout the day. we talked about a lot.. i got to be more open about things. shes so awesome..
she is willing to accept things i tell her and not just shoot back with a answer i dont want to hear...waaay more chill then my dad.
we went and saw my dad while he was at work today.. i love doing that. its been forever, since we are hardly ever in upland anymore but he is always out there to be at work. i use to love going to see him at the police station when i was younger because all the dispatch ladies gave me candy and i got to see the jail cells, haha. when we were there today my dad had to take a few calls a couple of times to deal with people.. i realized how smart he is because he knows sooo much when it comes to his job(well obviously, because its his career, but there is so much to know). and he has to deal with every type of person out there. i still worry about him while he is at work because if something big goes down he has to tell everyone how to handle the situation, and god forbid if anything ever happend to him again. but he really is a hero to other people.. i'm not his only fan, haha.
everything is going great right now.. besides the situation with my grandpa and my gold digging aunt.. but my grandpa is dying.. my dad doesnt want us to be all upset about it because like he says my grandpa chose for things to be this way and he is just old and dying is apart of getting old..
i have been spending a lot of time with someone lately.. well not a lot but i do spend a majority of my time texting him and we do hangout.. but its keeping me really happy! everyone needs those type of friends in life..