Dec 15, 2003 00:04
this is the moment that you know
that you told you loved her but you don't.
you touch her skin and then you think
that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
this is one of those moments where I have so much mean shit to say
I want to just spill it all out on here, but I can't and I shouldn't.
I won't.
I want to, but I won't.
Because apparently I at least owe you this.
I am going to keep my mouth shut. Because if I wrote something harsh, I know how much it could hurt.
I am over this. Over you. Yeah I still flash back to it. But you make it so easy to turn my back.
I am fighting myself not to say what I think. Good memories could never combat this.
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I didn't want to come home at first, but now I am glad to be back. I get to see so many familiar faces, but at the same time am dealing with mother.
I have a photo printer here, I love it.
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these lyrics here, don't even think they are about you. I just think that these are some of the most powerful lyrics ever written. I think that Jesse from Compromise is writing about that accident last summer, that took two of his best friends. Like I've been saying a lot recently, cherish each moment with your friends. They are all we have here.
Will I wake from this dream tonight
Will I be able to follow tomorrow
Is there a chance this will be alright
Will I be able to follow tomorrow
I don't think I can
I'd never thought you'd leave
I must never forgot the day you went away
I always thought you'd stay with me
But you lied you left use alone
I love you and I miss you
and I would die for you tonight
I'll trace your hands in mine so that you always stay
Sometimes I forget you're gone
Sometimes I pretend you're still here
These times when I'm alone
I must never forget the day you went away
I always thought you would stay with me
But then you left us now I'm alone
There you left us so far from home
I will never forget you