Jun 17, 2005 01:07
Ok, I got a question. I guess it can't technically be answered but if any of you know the answer fill me in.
Here it goes
You know lately I have paid actual attention to the lyrics I have heard lately..and being me and my anti-female ways..most of thses songs are written by guys. Every goddamn song I have listen to so far has to deal with these deep feelings that he would do anything for this girl. Walk miles and hours on end to spend 5 meesley but meanign ful moments with her. WTF! How come I am the only one on this fucking earth who has no idea what it feels like to have a guy THAT dedicated to me? And maybe when they are..I never notice because they won;t speak out about it. Damn it..I guess its better if they ahve trouble confronting and telling exactly how they feel, then I would get fucked over anyway..because in the end. I will do something stupid thinking nothing means anything to them. Everyday I meet a new person..or guy whatever..and they seem to all hold these feelings for a girl of some kind..its annoying as fuck. I think its just me..am I too itimidating? Or maybe just once they get in they are like FUCK THIS! And give up on me. Yeah..what the fuck ever. I don;t honestly know why I try to even bother anymore. Hormones I guess. I will eventually implode on myself if I don't have feelings. They are just severely fucked right now..gotta give 'em a rest.
Hmm...whatever..goodnight