Utterly......morbidly afraid....
Every now and then, when I read about death...or perhaps see some movie based around a tragedy of some sort.....I think about it. I think about how one day I'm going to be an old man, like my grandfather. One day, it's going to be me laying on that bed, unable to breath, like my grandmother. And one day, it's going to be me who doesn't wake up the next day. And I think about this. And a fear like nothing else I have ever experienced in my entire life washes over me. In the blink of an eye, I question and cherish my existence. Life is fleeting.....best make the most of it.....