just venting......
last few weeks have been bleh. some fun times, but mostly, ive felt like shit both physically and mentally. its all catching up to me now. i couldnt sleep at all last night, and right now im exhausted, once again, both physically and mentally.
it scares me that the only time ive had any real fun, or been in a decent mood is when ive been trashed out of my mind.
and
im pretty sure i fucked up the one good thing i had going, basically kinda lost an awesome friend. oh well, add it to the list.
im never like this, i cant remember a time in my life in the last 12 years where ive felt the way i do now. maybe its all just catching up to me at once
goin to finish mowing the lawn
peace
it scares me that the only time ive had any real fun, or been in a decent mood is when ive been trashed out of my mind.
and
im pretty sure i fucked up the one good thing i had going, basically kinda lost an awesome friend. oh well, add it to the list.
im never like this, i cant remember a time in my life in the last 12 years where ive felt the way i do now. maybe its all just catching up to me at once
goin to finish mowing the lawn
peace