Apr 04, 2008 16:22
I fought the feeling for a long time, and I'm done. I know I'm not wanted here, or anywhere anymore...or ever. I've never belonged to anybody, I've never been that person someone just NEEDED to be friends with, I've never been special to anyone, I've never been anyone's number one.
I can't wait for Romania. I need to get out of here and away from all this stupid fucking shit. I'm nearly convinced no one would care if I stayed there. Doesn't seem like such a bad idea.