Oct 06, 2004 19:08
hmm i havent posted in a while. havent been at school for almost a week.. going back tomorow. its been so hard. i have been stayin in the hospital with my dad. hes hangin on. he a strong one. i spent the nite in the hospital. it was wierd. i couldnt sleep much. but yesterday, the doctors told me that he wouldnt last much longer.. so i told him my good-byes and i told him everything that i wanted and needed him to know. and i left. it was the hardest thing i have had to do. but i cant see him suffer anymore. i jsut cant. and i dont want to be there when it happens. i wouldnt know how to deal with it. but i have been callin and the nurses said hes doing okay. hopefully thats true.
on another note.. the fall ball was awesome.. me and chels and jo and tj and mel got there at 8 o clock. the first people there.. oh yah. the gates opened at 12 and they started at 1. we were in front the whole time. i touched the guys from chronic future and we all held the singer from my chemical romance's hand for a whole song almost. it was awesome.. saw the other bands. got bunches of pictures.. it was cool.. oh man. bert is so rad. i loved it. got the new cd finally. woot. me and travis are still together. it will be a month monday. woot. go me. yeah he just called.. heh. i gues i should get to that... ok well thats my post. hope u enjoyed it -bye