There's a first time for everything
I always swore I would never be the type of girl to fall for the bad boy type. Up until now my type has been those funny, nice guys who can make you laugh. But I find myself getting a hugh crush on a guy who works at the coffee shop I study at, who's been working there for as long as I've been going there. Almost everyone who encounters him calls him an asshole and he kind of has a reputation for it. While he has never been an asshole in my encounters with him, it did drive me crazy that, A-he never looked at me when he took my order or when he dropped it off, B-I had been going there for over 2 and a half years and he never gave any indication of remembering me.
That's why it surprised me one day a couple of weeks ago, when he actually started using my name. But what threw me for a loop was the fact that when he said my name, I got that warm, fuzzy feeling and smiled on the inside, I felt like I was 13 again. But I'm torn as to why I'd be attracted to someone who is generally agreed upon to be an ass, he's even an ass to his co-workers. So now whenever I go to the shop and he's working, which is almost every time, I find myself preoccupied with the reasons I like him and I generally come up pretty blank. He's definitely cute, even though he's a tad short for my taste. He's a hipster, sarcastic and gives off a vibe that he thinks very highly of himself for whatever reason. I've yet to come up with one redeeming quality about him, yet I feel inexplicably attracted to him. I don't think it will go away until I stop going to the shop, which won't be happening until I move back home, which is yet to be determined.
That's why it surprised me one day a couple of weeks ago, when he actually started using my name. But what threw me for a loop was the fact that when he said my name, I got that warm, fuzzy feeling and smiled on the inside, I felt like I was 13 again. But I'm torn as to why I'd be attracted to someone who is generally agreed upon to be an ass, he's even an ass to his co-workers. So now whenever I go to the shop and he's working, which is almost every time, I find myself preoccupied with the reasons I like him and I generally come up pretty blank. He's definitely cute, even though he's a tad short for my taste. He's a hipster, sarcastic and gives off a vibe that he thinks very highly of himself for whatever reason. I've yet to come up with one redeeming quality about him, yet I feel inexplicably attracted to him. I don't think it will go away until I stop going to the shop, which won't be happening until I move back home, which is yet to be determined.