#552 As some of you might know...
... I've been doing the graveyard shift for the last few months. I can not say that I didn't enjoy it. I truly did. 10 calls per 12 hours, instead of 50, a bit more time for myself, the calls were easier (most of the time) and it was all peaceful and quiet - well, maybe excluding Wednesdays when it was pure madness. One way or another it was quiet nice. Except Saturdays. Most of the time, I felt this inconvenient clutch in my stomach on a Friday morning, that tomorrow is Saturday. I literally felt sick all day long on Saturday that the evening's gonna come soon and I'll go to work. I was crying for half of my Saturdays' nights that I'm working and Chris is having fun. On his own. Or what's even worse - maybe not just on his own. Then I was angry whole Sunday, until he was coming to see me after work, around 11 PM. We were usually not sleeping for few hours, then I was tired whole morning and then I was going for my night shift on Monday - again.
I never caught him being unfaithful. But it's not that I'm actually running after him in disguise - stalking him or something. I know that if he would like to he would have 100000000 chances of cheating on me, and I would never find out. He told me few times, that if he would like to be with someone else, he wouldn't be with me - which sound's pretty convincing. But one way or another I'm tired and I don't want to have this shift anymore! And only yesterday I've found out that they refused to give me my perfect shift, and they gave it to someone else. I was devastated. The other shifts are not that cool :/ Chris told me that he'll take my shift, and I'll take his if it's gonna make me happy, but that's not my point. I know he would be unhappy + there are many other people who would highly appreciate such opportunity. Well... just a bit longer and then I should be able to switch it, though I'm not sure if there'll be anything interesting in stock :/
One way or another it's exactly a year, since I arrived to S-Town.
Am I happy? Most of the time - yes :)
I never caught him being unfaithful. But it's not that I'm actually running after him in disguise - stalking him or something. I know that if he would like to he would have 100000000 chances of cheating on me, and I would never find out. He told me few times, that if he would like to be with someone else, he wouldn't be with me - which sound's pretty convincing. But one way or another I'm tired and I don't want to have this shift anymore! And only yesterday I've found out that they refused to give me my perfect shift, and they gave it to someone else. I was devastated. The other shifts are not that cool :/ Chris told me that he'll take my shift, and I'll take his if it's gonna make me happy, but that's not my point. I know he would be unhappy + there are many other people who would highly appreciate such opportunity. Well... just a bit longer and then I should be able to switch it, though I'm not sure if there'll be anything interesting in stock :/
One way or another it's exactly a year, since I arrived to S-Town.
Am I happy? Most of the time - yes :)