Madina Lake- House of Cards

[dorrie_rockstar]

"It's late at night the world's asleep
And I'm trying not to think
I take some pills cos my mind bleeds
I'm thinking "What is wrong with me?"
Because the only thing I know
About honesty
Is every lie I told
That you believed

I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

Now I can't look you in your eyes
Because the guilt is killing me
I try disconnect my heart again
Just so I can breathe
I wanna be myself again
But i just can't cos...

I'm afraid, To be alone
I'm afraid, That one day you'll find out ...

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep!
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies!
I'm too afraid to come clean
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

It's such a shame what I've become
After years of breaking down
My whole life has come undone
Cos I'm trying to fake it all
And I know that you love someone
But that someone isn't me
Isn't me
No

You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed

And you'll be amazed
At the secrets I keep !
You'll be amazed
At my mouth full of lies !
I'm too afraid to come clean!
My life's a flame in a house of cards.

You'll be amazed
You'll be amazed"

My life used to be very much embodied by this song.
Now it's not.  [Still a good song though!]
Thank you.