i'm about to shit my pants in ladro

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any minute jeff is going to meet me at ladro and i am going to have a talk with him that will in some way change my apprenticeship, it may even mean losing it. i don't know. i will give you more details later, but something needs to change, i am giving so much like i always do and am not being given the opportunity that i was promised, this cannot stand.
but seriously i feel like my muscles are made of jello, and not the normal kind, the jiggler kind.....