ALex.... NeeD I SaY MoRe...

Sep 29, 2004 00:32

Okay I am just going 2 come right out w/ it seeing as I am both sleepy and anxious yet nervous to get to skool tomorrow. Its like 12:40AM as I am typing in this journal entry, I am so confused about what I want. Its like I don't know want n e more. U probably already know what i'm talking about (think about it if u don't know). Well first of which is that skool was great 2day, except 4 the fact that after lunch my curls looked really crappy. Although I was very blissful to now that alotta guys told me how good my hair looked. Well being the conceited lil' brat that I am (JK!!!)I took in all those comments and felt great about myself. Well then I went to my FAVORITE CLASS, Debate!!! Its the only class that even makes me smile n e more. Well back 2 the whole reason that I am even going 2 write in my lj at this time. Alex. Xela. Alex.
Hmmm....? Well 1st is that I am very thankful that Blake has no idea that I have a LJ, but rather he thinks that I have a Xanga, which I do. Otherwise he would probably break up w/ me in like a second if he knew about all the things that I have said about Alex. Including the endless discussion of how great his ass looks, how good he looks in general, and about how I just like him. WEll I guess its a good thing 2 know that I am 70% over Alex, w/e the hell that means. WEll 2 start w/ I was talking to my step dad, Lauren, about Alex in general. I brought ^ the entire conversation about his ass, and well we had a pretty interesting conversation about it. Well she copied and pasted it to an IM and sent it 2 ALex. Need I say more or do u get the idea yet.WEll I can only imagine as to how he probably felt whenever he heard what me and Lauren had both said about him. probably AWKWARD!!! well then Lauren and I both found this VERY FUNNY. Then he sent me an IM regarding as to how great his ass looks, and somehow he knows about Blake. Which really grabbed my attention the most. I mean how does he even know about Blake??? I bet it was Lauren, JK!!! no offense to Lauren okay. hmm....? WEll after that my mom walked in the room and was sorta watching waht I was doing and who I was talking to, So w/ this in mind I sort of clicked the X box everytime some1 IMed me. Which made my NoZ mom curious. WEll n e wayz Its like a lil' past 1AM and since I always wake ^ @ 4AM, I guess I'd better get 2 sleep. WEll tuttles everybody!!!

P.S. Forgive me Amber(biological father) 4 being online this late oh yea and 4 using all those words that u do not approve of (Alex's ass, etc.)
WEll good nite to ALL my friends especially my terrific parents
Azure (mom), Lauren (step-dad), and Amber(Bio. Father) I <3 ya'll!!!!
Laila tov (good nite)
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