Dec 09, 2008 21:50
A lot of things have been running through my mind lately, usually when I am off from doing work. Mostly, personal thoughts on my family, work, health, etc. Right now, it feels like those thoughts have piled up on my shoulders to the point that I will never get out from under it all. There are lot of things I want to do, but I don't. Whether I make excuses for myself or have usually senseless reasons for not doing it. I constantly think of better ways to take in hand things but I rarely end up with the fail-safe alternative.
These are just some of the things I dont understand about myself and why they happen. Figuring it out is like looking at a night sky in which faint stars recede when you try to stare them down. I hope and suppose I would discern them just as the way stars reappear when you take in the whole panorama. I don't know if I made sense but with my allegory, sure, I am sleepy.