at the end of your tether
i can no longer contend that it is still worth the fight. it is like starting all over again for me. sometimes, i do go back and ask myself why i did what i did, even if that wasn't why i thought i was doing it at that time. right now, i feel that i was just provoked to do something that should have not happened. unfortunately, i made a choice and fell into the trap.
i hope i am just wrong with my assumption. because i've never been wanting another chance to happen. shit for being desperate but i hope to see some flicker of hope that will somehow make a difference and forget all what i have just stated here. i hope it would come from you this time. because i've been doing my part and in return missing a lot, losing focus and hurting people. and now, i am hurting myself.
just tell me what i need to do because i am just tired of thinking things just to make you feel whole again. just tell me if you are tired of me, and i will still do anything to ease it. just tell me to stop and i will. just tell me.