i am just weak
i feel bad for my relatives in my mother's side who are affected by the wildfire swirling in some southern California counties. i just heard from my mother today that their house, in san bernardino, is already burnt down. now this thought has given me sudden fear- what if it happens to us here?
pretty scary. being somehow materialistic, i don't think i would be able to cope up with the loss of possessions. worst, i would be a dead man, if i lose everything, my family (that includes the dogs.) *knocks hardly on wood* the phase of starting over again would, i guess, be painful. i don't know where will i gain strength and how will i able to use it.
i have to stop this, just the thought of it makes me miserable.
pretty scary. being somehow materialistic, i don't think i would be able to cope up with the loss of possessions. worst, i would be a dead man, if i lose everything, my family (that includes the dogs.) *knocks hardly on wood* the phase of starting over again would, i guess, be painful. i don't know where will i gain strength and how will i able to use it.
i have to stop this, just the thought of it makes me miserable.