azalea/ wafflehouse night
waffle house was different, yes, but i still had fun. it was nice just to relax without thinking about what could be going on behind my back.
azalea park was nice too. it was nice seeing what i could have been a part of if i had stayed with my old friends and went to SHS. don't hate me, but i really regret going to fort. i like it and all, and i like most of the people, but ... i've known some of those people since fifth grade and i couldn't help but think "i could have been a part of this awesome, crazy, fun group of people." and i'm insanely jealous of everybody who is. it also makes me sad because , in a way, our group was like that once. just, they are all so close, and so comfortable with each other, and they do things almost everyday, and can tell each other everything (or so i'm assuming.) or nothing and everyone would be fine with it. i wish i had convinced my mom to let me go there.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that i want to belong. i don't care where but i just want to be a part of something real. my life could have been so much better if i had just gone to SHS. i mean, its good here. but i miss what could have been.
i just miss the atmosphere.
.... another woe is me moment brought to you by the letter "Q" haha.
lets see who gets that.
azalea park was nice too. it was nice seeing what i could have been a part of if i had stayed with my old friends and went to SHS. don't hate me, but i really regret going to fort. i like it and all, and i like most of the people, but ... i've known some of those people since fifth grade and i couldn't help but think "i could have been a part of this awesome, crazy, fun group of people." and i'm insanely jealous of everybody who is. it also makes me sad because , in a way, our group was like that once. just, they are all so close, and so comfortable with each other, and they do things almost everyday, and can tell each other everything (or so i'm assuming.) or nothing and everyone would be fine with it. i wish i had convinced my mom to let me go there.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that i want to belong. i don't care where but i just want to be a part of something real. my life could have been so much better if i had just gone to SHS. i mean, its good here. but i miss what could have been.
i just miss the atmosphere.
.... another woe is me moment brought to you by the letter "Q" haha.
lets see who gets that.