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I know I have not updated in a while. I've been so busy lately and also depressed. So I really don't feel like writing. But I'm going to anyway.
I really enjoyed Homecoming, but sadly I didn't make court. I'm not mad...even through the people that counted to votes cheated. I really don't care.
I made it to districts for my events. But sadly I got an ear infection two days before the meet and my doctor said I couldn't get back into the water til I go and see her On the 3rd. I'm on antibioics...Whoohoo. I feel like a druggie taking this pills.
Things are going good with me and adam. I enjoy being around him and sleeping in the same bed as him. He treats me like a princess even through he shouldn't.
If everyone is wondering y i'm depressed. It's because of the usually. My family life and the chaos od school. I need money that I don't have. I want things I'm never going to get. And I'm working my ass off to get money just so I can pay my phone bill every month. I'm getting so sick of this I'm thinking of saying fuck it and just not have a phone anymore. People don't need to get a hold of me. I'll just be MIA for a while til I can get a job so I can pay for my bills.
well it's getting late and I'm dead tried. I'm going to go crawl into my bed and I hope I don't wake up. So all this will go away.Til next time...
I'm slamming my head into a wall hope it will knock me out.
I really enjoyed Homecoming, but sadly I didn't make court. I'm not mad...even through the people that counted to votes cheated. I really don't care.
I made it to districts for my events. But sadly I got an ear infection two days before the meet and my doctor said I couldn't get back into the water til I go and see her On the 3rd. I'm on antibioics...Whoohoo. I feel like a druggie taking this pills.
Things are going good with me and adam. I enjoy being around him and sleeping in the same bed as him. He treats me like a princess even through he shouldn't.
If everyone is wondering y i'm depressed. It's because of the usually. My family life and the chaos od school. I need money that I don't have. I want things I'm never going to get. And I'm working my ass off to get money just so I can pay my phone bill every month. I'm getting so sick of this I'm thinking of saying fuck it and just not have a phone anymore. People don't need to get a hold of me. I'll just be MIA for a while til I can get a job so I can pay for my bills.
well it's getting late and I'm dead tried. I'm going to go crawl into my bed and I hope I don't wake up. So all this will go away.Til next time...
I'm slamming my head into a wall hope it will knock me out.