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radiohead it truly one of the best bands ever.
just thought i'd share that with everyone.
this morning i had this really wierd dream and it was kinda scary and really wierd. and i woke up but i kept falling back asleep cause i wanted to know how the dream ended. i never found out how it ended though cause at 12 i finally gave up and went downstairs in search of food. am i the only one who has ever done that? went back to sleep just to see what happens in their dream? whatever, being asleep is so much better than being awake.
i had therapy today. it was depressing as usual. i realized today that i had been going there for almost 2 years. then i realized that i'll probably be in therapy for a large part of the rest of my life. thats fucking depressing. i hate being like this. i wish i wasnt so screwed up.
on a more possitive note....i'm seeing RENT this weekend. best fucking play *ever*. i'm going with my cousin. i hope she likes it as much as i do.
i need to go buy paint markers. too bad i dont have any time.
i'm pissed off cause i wanted to go to this reptile show up in White Plains this weekend with my friend matt. it would have been really really cool and i was possibly going to get something, maybe another gecko? or i really wanted either a blue tounge skink or an bearded dragon. (my user pic is a pic of my gecko...granted i changed all the colors to blue, but its still cool looking.) but i cant go cause we have a chemistry test monday. and i cant afford to do bad in it. fuckers. why cant they just curve the scores...or make the tests easier. bastards in the pharmacy department. i wanted to go to a concert this past sunday but i had to miss it cause i was studying and doing research for a paper. school ends in a month.
thank god.
just thought i'd share that with everyone.
this morning i had this really wierd dream and it was kinda scary and really wierd. and i woke up but i kept falling back asleep cause i wanted to know how the dream ended. i never found out how it ended though cause at 12 i finally gave up and went downstairs in search of food. am i the only one who has ever done that? went back to sleep just to see what happens in their dream? whatever, being asleep is so much better than being awake.
i had therapy today. it was depressing as usual. i realized today that i had been going there for almost 2 years. then i realized that i'll probably be in therapy for a large part of the rest of my life. thats fucking depressing. i hate being like this. i wish i wasnt so screwed up.
on a more possitive note....i'm seeing RENT this weekend. best fucking play *ever*. i'm going with my cousin. i hope she likes it as much as i do.
i need to go buy paint markers. too bad i dont have any time.
i'm pissed off cause i wanted to go to this reptile show up in White Plains this weekend with my friend matt. it would have been really really cool and i was possibly going to get something, maybe another gecko? or i really wanted either a blue tounge skink or an bearded dragon. (my user pic is a pic of my gecko...granted i changed all the colors to blue, but its still cool looking.) but i cant go cause we have a chemistry test monday. and i cant afford to do bad in it. fuckers. why cant they just curve the scores...or make the tests easier. bastards in the pharmacy department. i wanted to go to a concert this past sunday but i had to miss it cause i was studying and doing research for a paper. school ends in a month.
thank god.