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well. its 12:42 and i am not home. not even close. i didnt tell anyone that i was leaving. i know that some people are gonne be mad at me, and thats fine. this is something that i needed to do to better my life. i need to fond out where i stand in life. im in missouri and i am not stopping. i am gonna make it all the way to seattle and see where the hell i stand from there. nyc is a crazy place, i cant find a decent job and the atmosphere sux ass. im so tired og things not goin my way. so tired. so to all my friends, i am so sorry that i didnt let anyone know. this is just something that i need to do. i love you all. especially valerie my best friend in the whole world. i loev you sweetie.